It seems that one day we are happy, we catch ourselves smiling sheepishly at the text we just received. His name on our phone is just enough to make us feel adequate for the day. But when is it okay to tell our friends about him? Because tomorrow he might not pop up on our phones and we feel lonely again.
Ive learnt that the only way to stay secure in this unforgiving world is to keep everything to yourself - so that judgements and disappointments don't have the chance to overwhelm and consume you just as fast as you fell for his smile and quick witt. But this rarely happens, rarely... NEVER! We cant help but to want to share our hopes, our feelings and experiences. It's challenging our very nature to keep to ourselves. So why do we try to keep to ourselves when all we want to do is reach out? Is it that we are simply afraid to put out what we want in case it doesn't come, and in turn we can deny any such desires?!
J'adore Sophia Innez
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